Confidence

Well, the bottom level sessions have been carrying on for me and Kevin, but the numbers have slowly dwindled over time. This is ok, as we hear from many people such as Spence that they are keeping up conditioning and pushing themselves, good stuff.

Well this post was to set myself standards, and something i dont intend going back on. Im not going to give myself specific targets just yet, but im going to be increasing the amount of conditioning i do and the intensity of it. Ive been feeling inadequate in various areas, particularly my power to rate ratio, so im going to work on this lots, however i was pleased to notice at the Worldeide jam workshop i wasnt the first to collapse or give up mentally, and this has given me reason to highlight areas which im not too bad at in comparison. Just feeling a lot less things restricting me now, so i cna push myself, no more coursework, no more driving tests/ lessons now all is left is uni visits.

More posts in future when i figure out exactly how i want to do this.

Next, Bottom level has been great recently, regardless of small numbers, we've been making it as interesting as possible, with some excellent missions being set, and games played, without a feeling of competitive regime. Tis good! Conditioning at the sessions as felt rewarding more as well as knackering! good stuff.

Catch you later! Love dizzy kiss kiss